Because that's obviously what I needed.
I don't handle negative energy very well. I try to repel it as much as possible - which is ironic since I seem to radiate negative energy. I've never been good at handling critiques, advice or anything like that either. Kinda funny since I want to be an artist and all.
But I was there.
I was hanging on the edge of a cliff face, climbing towards the top of my dream, and it broke. Now I'm back at the bottom, wondering if I'll ever be able to climb back to the top again.
Basically I psyched myself out and did an over amount of work on my snowman project in pipeline. Needless to say, I plummeted from "most promising" to "incoherent storyline" in one foul swoop because I only listen to the negative stuff people say.
This makes me hard to be around sometimes, because I exaggerate the complexity of issues. It's something I've been working on for a while but it's hard to fix...
Anyways, all I was coming here to say is that I've been humbled, terrified, and brought back to reality now. Next week I'll be back with the same cocky attitude everyone knows and loves.
I don't handle negative energy very well. I try to repel it as much as possible - which is ironic since I seem to radiate negative energy. I've never been good at handling critiques, advice or anything like that either. Kinda funny since I want to be an artist and all.
But I was there.
I was hanging on the edge of a cliff face, climbing towards the top of my dream, and it broke. Now I'm back at the bottom, wondering if I'll ever be able to climb back to the top again.
Basically I psyched myself out and did an over amount of work on my snowman project in pipeline. Needless to say, I plummeted from "most promising" to "incoherent storyline" in one foul swoop because I only listen to the negative stuff people say.
This makes me hard to be around sometimes, because I exaggerate the complexity of issues. It's something I've been working on for a while but it's hard to fix...
Anyways, all I was coming here to say is that I've been humbled, terrified, and brought back to reality now. Next week I'll be back with the same cocky attitude everyone knows and loves.
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